Just ONE in a Million!!!

Gah! I have been sleeping at 3-5 am and waking up and 12 noon for the past week! Oh nO! My internal clock is going haywire! What to do!? What to do!? I need some way to fix it.. hm.. I can’t sleep early any more.. I just don’t have the motive! Maybe I should tire myself out with some heavy exercise..but.. Aaaaah! Its so hot in the afternoon><;; I normally exercise in the morning!!! O_O;
   Oh man oh man! *think think* Theres nothing I can do is there!? *falls over in disbelief*

Last night I tried to sleep early and lay in bed for 2 hours doing nothing. Kinda useless dont’cha think! Well while I was lying there I did think of many things and I hate it when that happens! You know.. when you have nothing to do you suddenly remember all those times ages back.. what could’ve been done to make things better. Reminescence! Ahhh.. But then I fell asleep and forgot allll about it! hahaha Thank god! I don’t wanna depress myself looking back on what I’ve done. I’d rather look back and be happy and satisfied then look to the future with determination! Mwahahaha! ^^

Well Mr Blog, I’ll sign off here for now. OH! Yeah I’ll show you something I drew up. I got the idea during that 2 hour lying down session. Sorta fits dont’cha think? ^^

So basically I wanted to say thanks for commenting. Any others are appreciated on the matter below! Feel free to express~ Hahaha..! OH! I DO read all you peoples blogs its just that I haven’t commented yet! Hmm.. So yeah, I’ll comment from now on! Heh ; )

Ooo.. I drew this the other day after that movie I watched.. haha! I was feeling Depressed. Its called ‘Crying under the Sakura’

~It was such a good movie!!!!

Ahhh!!! I know I’m such a softy! So sue me! I cried after watching the movie.. Argh.. And Jessica kept pestering me to watch the drama! Gah…! I don’t wanna watch it.. I’ll just get more upset damnit! Oh well.. as of now I’m feeling half depressed and half tired. But I can’t sleep again! Just like last night… hmm..maybe I should consult someone. Whos the guy that helps people with sleep issues >.<" I can’t remember!!!

Well I feel like discussing something.. So what should I talk about? Oh! How about that movie’s theme: Love after death. (Ack.. this is a touchy topic)

I wonder why people hang onto their loves after they pass away. I think it’s a bit odd… I mean they’re dead! Move on! They aren’t gonna come back and haunt you if you enjoy your life or date someone else or something. If anything I’d have thought they’d be glad that your moving on and are happy. Thats what true lovers should be like anyway. If one were to worry that the other was jealous then could it really be called true love? Shouldn’t there be a certain level of trust that the two lovers should establish as to know that nothing will get between them.. till death to them part~ Well I’m not really that great on this topic… I haven’t really experianced ‘true love’.. In fact I’d like to hear comments on this so if you read this then.. tell me your views!

~Chilling out~

Whoo!!! I feel SO relaxed. This week has ultimately been really busy! Since OBS, I’ve been meeting up with all my old school friends, getting addicted to online games again (which I plan to stop before going back to KTJ), going for paintball with some of the KTJ L6’s ^_^ and watching tons of movies! For the past 2 days I’ve been doing nothing but reading (Harry Potter which I finished), sleeping, eating, watching TV and playing games~

Uhm… Harry Potter was, as usual, a damn good book… But this time it was quite sad. J.K’s style has never failed to absorb me into the world of Harry Potter and i’d constantly find myself to be imagining that I was there, looking over what was happening and watching each of the diferent characters. Curse my vivid imagination. When youknowwho died… *sobsob* It was so sad.. *sobsob*… and… *breaks down and cries*

Paintball was an amazing experiance! I’d never done it before and it was sooooooooooooooooooooooo FUN! hahahaha! I mean seriously! Shooting people has never been better. Its like Counter-Strike but real! ahahah! You should seen how into the game some people were! E.g. Peter rolling on the floor and shooting like mad.

OH! I love meeting all my school friends! I how I miss you guys when I’m away. But so many of you were also away>.<! Why are you studying now?! Come back and see me! haha! Oh well! See you around Mr. Blog..! Or should I call you ‘Just ONE in a million’? haha..!

OOOoooohhh WOW!!! ~_~
I came back from OBS (Outward Bound School) on the 13th of July and I’m finally back online to check my emails and stuff… Which I have so many of! Ah it feels so good to be home! No more jungle… no more sleeping on hard ground… no more crappy food! Life is good again! YAY! =D But i must admit, apart from all the hardships I faced, it was great fun and I.. I mean ‘we’ as a team did it. Yay Sixth Form! I love you guys! I especially love my Group ‘Korbu’ with whom I got really close to! Nabilah, Azira… my navigation partners! Katherine… my massage client! Arina… my close friend and always will be. Fazril… its so sad that you letf us =( Aidil… for all the random funny things you say and for liking the things I sing =D. Aiman… I love you too! hahahaha… Aisyah.. for going hyper with me over tea! Good times Good times!!! Hao Mun, Azman … my good Naz friends! Sui jon.. for being gay and funny! hahaha XD Amnee for being my radio partner! hehehe! Wei Jun… for being such a funny guy and the clown of the group and finally shen fei… always the last man. A good worker =)

I’m glad I got to get close to all of you. You’re all such great people! I hope we remain as close in school. (Hao Mun I will never forget your sugar rushes.. hahahaha)

Well thats all I have for today… just a bit of reminescing about the past! Hahaha see you later.